February 15th, 2016 11:53 PM
I kinda want to write in an actual notebook, but not these long paragraphs. Just things to mark down important things in my life.
Haven’t been in the mood to write for the past couple days. Was gonna write about the yzy szn 3 thing. It went great! Alberto and Tylen actually showed up and the theater was pretty packed. Everyone had on street wear fits, I felt like I was finally with my people, I was so happy during the showing.
The Life Of Pablo had most of the sloppiest and messy releases ever, the dumbest album art and title. But that doesn’t matter as much as the actual album, which is absolutely amazing. Ultra Light Beams is now my favorite track ever. The church choir gives me chills and Chance’s verse does the same. I’ll probably write more about the album another time, but overall, top 3 Kanye albums.
I think me and Lyann might be falling off. It’s just that we stopped talking but we’re still friendly with each other. We had a constant 21 days of sending pics to each other but I forgot to send her one and it ended. It sucks but it was all my fault. I tried calling her twice and she didn’t pick up and texted her “it’s ok”, which I realize was a bad decision even before sending it. I was feeling really good after listening to Ultra Light Beams, it was the excitement and lack of sleep that got to me. She must think I’m crazy and creepy now. I’m not looking for a relationship as of now and I’m serious when I say that but everyone doesn’t seem to think so. I just hope things get better.
Everyone must think I’m going crazy the past 7 days. Random ranting, weird outfits, spouting stupid crap. They seem to think this whole Kanye thing is just an act, but I’m totally serious about it though. I’ll try and act all humble and friendly this week. Positive vibes, positive energy.
A visit to the temple and hanging with some kids brought out a little of that childish side of me out. It kind of faded when I started liking Lyann. I saw that she didn’t like when I made stupid jokes and remarks, so I matured a bit. But I like being a little childish, no one likes the stuff and always serious person
Right now, having little crushes and talking to girls doesn’t matter as much. Yes I’m still talking to that Lia girl, Jadyn and I are doing just fine, and Christy and I are better then ever. I just want to make sure I’m happy and people have positive views on me. They tell you to not worry about what other people think of you, but I care. I’ll attempt to get closer with people and talk. But a chill, laid back, I don’t care vibe on and just do whatever. For the most part, I’m happy. Yeezys are restocking on Friday and if I happen to not grab a pair, I’ll be a little disappointed. I’m waiting for the Pablo hoodie to come home. I’m curious as to what the final version of TLOP will be. But other then that, there’s not many wants on my mind. Oh yeah, I really want to catch up on sleep. Extremely bad.
I’m going to switch the writing style from casual to somewhat more formal.
(The temp. is 0° even, not a glitch)
